I don't intend on making it a habit of writing about my new pregnancy on this blog but yesterday the two were connected as I'm sure they will be from time to time. I am reminded of how fragile life is and how quickly it can be gone. I have been so busy concentrating on school and work I haven't given myself time to think about Brinley so much. I miss her and think of her from time to time. I'm sure I'm not done crying for her but I haven't let myself go there lately and I feel like a bad mother for pushing her to the side. I need to give myself time to figure out where I stand in this new world of baby loss. It is so hard to believe another month has gone by without my daughter.
Earlier yesterday I was standing in the backyard and there was a bee flying around near me. It is spring and the bees are back but it was nice to think that it maybe Brinley coming to say hello on her 7 month angelversary.
Praying for all the babyloss community. It is a hard road to walk down.
Forever Loved and Missed ~ Brinley Nicole Moore ~