Missing

I don't know why it amazes me that after 20 months I still miss that life that grew inside of me for 9 months. I recently went to a mommy and baby group where their was a boy that was the same age as Brinley. He was walking around and getting into things. It is hard for me to imagine a little toddler Brinley. She will always be a baby to me. That is what I got to know her as, kiss her, hold her, and say goodbye to her as, my baby. Some days it just seems unreal this life I live without my baby. There will always be one missing...